DELETING Him from my HEART...

touching la,,, asyik2 hati ni ingt die jer,, asal bkak fb, msty tgk die nye fb jgk...dah sebati dah jdnye...cam stalker dah ak ni.. cam org dah tk normal.. taktaw la nape jd cmni.. knape la ak msty suke die???sumpah, die je yg dpt buka hati ak.. tp ak tk suke ak suke die... sblm ni, klu llaki lain hnsem pn juz suke tgk cmtu jer.. tp klu die, rase cam nk dpt je.. klu la die blh dibeli, mmg ak akn beli je even mahal... prumpamaan je 2..nk ckpnye suke sgt n prasaan ingin memiliki tu sgt kuat... ak cube sdarkn diri stiap kali ak ingt die.. ak tak perfect, ak tk sesuai utk org cam die.. die pn bkn pndang ak..sbelah mata pn tak pndang..huhu, Ya Allah, sedihnye... tlg la tutup blik hati ak..mmg la prasaan suke n cinta ni lumrah bg setiap hamba Mu Ya Allah, tp Kau bukakanlah hati ak utk org yg suka kat aku... Kau tutuplah hati ak untuk die Ya Allah, krn die tkkan suke ak..mustahil Ya Allah... ak taknak ade prasaan mcm ni.. pedih..sakit.. pedih sgt!!! sakit sgt!!! kdg2 nk mnangis pn ade.. patot la ade org yg sggup suicide @ pkai bomoh krn CINTA... bru ak fhm skrg cane prasaan tuh... mmg sgt pahit utk ditelan.. rse cam tkkan ade org pn yg paham perasaan ni.. mmg TAKDE pn org paham prasaan ak skrg..hanya Allah je yg taw.. taktaw nk bt cane lg dah... tp ak prlu brtindak cepat spy hati ini tak trus mnyukai die.. 1st of all, stop looking him at his FB.. ingt nk remove je die dr fren list ak.. tp nty msti la plik kan??? kot2 die prasan ak remove die... ok, klu tak dpt remove pn mke sure yg ak tkkan bkak fb die lg..ignore je pape yg die post, kt wall die @ kt group... then slowly lupekn die, klu ingt die je trus istighfar ke or whatever la, asalkn otak n minda will stop thinking about him... 3rd, avoid from looking at him or talking to him... bt biase2 je..klu die tgur jawab je.. n be urself.. don't be another person... btpe simpan prasaan kat org yg tkde hati kat kite kan???? lastly, when dah post ni, means that ak tkleh pikir2 n amik taw sal die lg dah..lantak la ape pn nk jd kat die.. don't ever SMS him.. i hope thiss will helping me a lot in build up my heart to become more strong and stronger by all days...